I haven’t posted in a while and haven’t needed to – which is great. My pain has been reasonable, I have been able to accomplish minor household tasks (sitting down) but they are getting done (slowly but getting done). I have gone on 2 short walks (having to stop a few times but still). I have gone out at night with savannah to visit a neighbor. These are minor events yet HUGE accomplishments at the same time.
But, I have been waking up at night with my arm having fallen asleep, I figured it had something to do with the way I was sleeping (laying on that arm) and let it go. However this past week it has happened fairly often and to both arms at the same time, and then last night to both arms and legs. I had been sleeping on my back at the time. I have been having SERIOUS back pain lately to the point where moving some mornings was nearly impossible.
Not having my normal doctors to go to or to call on is causing me GREAT amounts of stress and anxiety. I have to decided to go to the ER or Urgent Care about this and even then I don’t know if they will do anything since it only happens when I sleep.
Not having health insurance is horrible and not being able to get it even when I want it or being able to afford it (even the state high risk insurance pool, which I don’t even qualify for yet) is even worse. (SO so not getting political here – but I could LOL).
My head is in such a fog, reading is difficult at best. And I am praying that I am back to the “Normal Me” by next week for my sermon. I am preaching on faith and Gods faithfulness to us, including His healing abilities and here I am suffering and praying for my own healing and I know its coming I just don’t know when.
Ok, that’s it for now. Just had to get this down for my records.
